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BOOK REVIEW: THE FLOWERS OF BAY C, by E.M.CARTER

The Flowers of Bay C (Adult Contemporary Fiction)

Author: E. M. Carter

ISBN: 978-1915981363 RRP ยฃ10.99 Paperback (336pp) ยฃ2.99 Kindle

Image of the front cover of 'The Flowers of Bay C'.

THE BLURB

Six women. One hospital ward. A last wish that could change everything. When life has worn you thin, sometimes the most unexpected friendships can make you bloom again.

Penny Fielding is done: with illness, with being a people pleaser while feeling like a burden. But when sheโ€™s admitted to hospital, she finds herself surrounded by five unforgettable women: Barbara, eighty-seven and desperate to see the sea one last time; Jodie, all laughter and hidden pain; Kat, the tattooed vicar who never puts herself first; Violet, proud and prickly; and gentle Amina, who sees the truth in everyone else.

As friendships spark and secrets surface, an impulsive plan to grant Barbaraโ€™s dying wish turns into something far bigger โ€” a wild, life-affirming adventure that might just save them all.

Heartfelt and tender, The Flowers of Bay C is a story about second chances, fierce resilience, and choosing joy even when the odds are stacked against you.


THE REVIEW

I write from my own experience, I believe most writers do. Sometimes an author does that so honestly that it makes you stop and pause, as you realise that they have poured themselves into a book, drawing on real and painful realities, and as a result the story is all the more powerful, all the more moving. E M Carter has done that so well with her first contemporary fiction novel.

Blossoming friendships

The Flowers of Bay C centres around a group of women who find themselves as hospital inpatients all at the same time. It tells the story from Pennyโ€™s perspective, a woman who has long been enslaved to a debilitating and life-limiting chronic lung condition. She has spent so much time in and out of hospital that she is more knowledgeable about her disease and its treatment than many of the medics. Her experiences are retold in raw detail; you are drawn into her pain both physical and emotional.

Broken and beaten, self-depreciating and apologetic, Penny finds unexpected camaraderie with her fellow patients. This blossoms into a group friendship that will change her life . We are introduced to bubbly, forthright Jodie, who instigates everything. Quiet Kate, the less than traditional vicar. Barbara, who is quietly nearing the end of her days. And gentle Amina who prefers her own company and that of her family. Violet brings the contrast โ€“ judgemental and critical and yet as needy as any of them for human connection. An unlikely variety of โ€˜flowersโ€™, they will ultimately come to share the closest of bonds.

Image has the words, 'when life has worn you thin, sometimes the most unexpected friendships can make you bloom again', against a bright blue background surrounded by brightly coloured flowers.

Bittersweet yet heartwarming

This is a bittersweet, heartwarming tale of the power of friendship, but it also explores themes of self-forgiveness, self-worth and the power of quiet kindness to break down bigotry. The not so subtle power of fear to control and alter our behaviour is also explored very sensitively. There is reference to abusive relationships, betrayal, heartbreaking loss and past pains deeply buried. But this is a redemptive story, and I was engrossed from the start, willing Penny and her compatriots to find healing. Laughing, and crying too, at their hare-brained scheme to escape the confines of the ward in the middle of winter. And marvelling at the results of that excursion, both good and bad.

Poignant and gentle, a beautiful book

This is a lovely book. Poignant, gentle and yet hard-hitting in places. I could relate so well to the characters, empathise with them all, and cheer them on. As an ex-nurse I could also picture the hospital setting as it is described with such insightful detail. The message of the Kingdom is there โ€“ the power of love and hope and forgiveness โ€“ but it is subtly done. A beautifully written book, I can highly recommend it.

Photograph of the author, E.M. Carter

This book review is part of a Blog Tour celebrating the publication of ‘The Flowers of Bay C’ on 28th November, 2025. Copies of the book can be purchased online at Amazon and via Waterstones. To find out more about the author, here is her website

Joy Margetts is a published author and blogger. Her books are works of Christian Historical fiction. Set in medieval Wales against the backdrop of Cistercian abbey life, they tell stories of faith, hope and God’s redemptive power.

She has also written two non-fiction devotionals. More information on Joy, and her books can be found here

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BECOMING AS A CHILD

My granddaughter is 2 and a half years old. She is growing up quickly and is developing her own little character. Sweet, gentle, caring, curious, and feisty at times. She is a delight to spend time with, a real joy โ€“ and I donโ€™t think I am biased! She is so grown up that she has recently started to come to Nanaโ€™s house on her own, without her big brother who is now at school every day.

Play with me

What that does mean is that when she comes, everything else I was hoping to do that day will have to be put aside. โ€˜Play with meโ€™ she will demand, and boldly walk away to where the toys are, expecting me to follow. It doesnโ€™t enter her head that I might refuse to play with her. Of course I wonโ€™t! She knows that. I want to enjoy her company and if that means getting down to her level I will.

Lowering myself

And it might mean literally getting down to her level. Lowering my aging stiff body onto the carpeted floor, laying down and propping myself on an elbow, or sitting with my legs bent awkwardly beneath me. Getting low enough to engage with the lego, or the jigsaw, or the play cars, or the plastic food. I have to lower my expectations too, put aside my level of maturity and understanding, to be present with her in her imaginative games.

What use would it be to suggest a 1000-piece jigsaw, when she can only manage a 24 piece? What nonsense to suggest a complicated board game, when she can only just about play animal dominos? Those might be the things that I would prefer to do, but they are too adult for her. Becoming as a child means just that. I have to put aside my adult experience, knowledge and understanding, lower myself to be able to play her games and enjoy her company. I can teach her things as we play, but only things that are appropriate for her level of understanding.

Jesus blesses the children

I was thinking about this as I read Luke 18 : 15-17 recently. It is the passage where mothers bring their children to Jesus to be blessed and are turned away by the disciples. But Jesus wonโ€™t have it โ€“ He wants the children to come to Him. He wants to bless them and be in their company. We donโ€™t know what He said, whether He laughed with them, played with them even. In Markโ€™s gospel we are told He took them in His arms and held them. (Mark 10:13-16) What a beautiful picture that is! I am sure He lowered Himself to their level somehow.

But it is what He said that resonated with me,

โ€˜Let the little children come to Me and do not forbid them; for of such is the kingdom of God. Assuredly I say to you, whoever does not receive the kingdom of God as a little child will by no means enter it.โ€™             Luke 18:16 -17 NKJV

In Matthewโ€™s account He adds this,

โ€˜Therefore, whoever humbles himself as this little child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven.โ€™ Matt 18:4 NKJV

Becoming as a child

When I think about how I have to adjust myself in order to get down to my granddaughterโ€™s level, what Jesus said about being a part of His kingdom makes a lot of sense to me. He doesnโ€™t want me to be childish, that is not what โ€˜becoming as a childโ€™ means. He just wants me to follow His example. He who lowered Himself from heavenโ€™s splendour to walk our sorry world. He who was willing to come down to our level, so that He could be in our company โ€“ for eternity.

Nothing compared to Him

When it comes to His kingdom, all that I think I know, however learned I am, is nothing compared to what He knows and wants to reveal to me. He wants to spend time with me, show me more of the things that are important for me to understand. That requires me to be willing to humble myself, to lower myself, to not rely on, or be proud of my own abilities and knowledge. To even put aside all the things I think I can do for Him. He wants me to have a child- like trust, that He knows better than I do, and that I am safe with Him. He might even want to change the way I think, alter the things I thought I knew. He has much to teach me.

Do I want to be โ€˜great in the kingdom of heavenโ€™? I am not sure I even know what that looks like. But I do want to be pleasing to the King. I do want to spend quality time in His company. I do want to learn His ways above my own. If that means becoming as a child for that to happen, that seems a small price to pay.

Joy Margetts is a published author and blogger. Her books are works of Christian Historical fiction. Set in medieval Wales against the backdrop of Cistercian abbey life, they tell stories of faith, hope and God’s redemptive power.

She has also written two non-fiction devotionals. More information on Joy, and her books can be found here

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BOOK REVIEW: The Place of Endless Lights, by Katy Hollamby

‘The Place of Endless Lights’ (For ages 7-12yrs, Christian Fiction, colour illustrations)

Author: Katy Hollamby

ISBN: 978-1915034526 RRP ยฃ14.99 (Paperback pp269)

Front cover image of the book with the text The Place of Endless Lights in gold, on a background of a dark night sky, with a hand painted illustration of children running along a roof top.

THE BLURB

Aria Nightingale knows one thing for certain: she can never stop running.

Sharp-clawed tunnellers have seized her town, imprisoning everyone in a fear-filled sleep. Desperate to keep her little brother safe, Aria flees.

While her brother dreams of finding the fabled Place of Endless Lights, Ariaโ€™s not sure it exists. But when desperate events force them to accept the help of the mysterious Trailmaker and a collection of talking animals, everything Aria knows unravels. The Trailmaker promises a way out, but can he be trusted? Is there truly a place where fear loses its power?

Perfect for readers aged 8-11, The Place of Endless Lights takes readers on a beautifully illustrated, faith-inspired adventure to find courage, kindness and the lights that never go out.

THE REVIEW

You know when you have been waiting a long time with great expectancy for a book to be published? You have seen it advertised, heard it spoken about, got excited to read it for yourself? That feeling is even more pronounced when you have met the author and got to know her heart, when you have seen the beautifully evocative artwork that she produces. I couldnโ€™t wait for Katy Hollambyโ€™s The Place of Endless Lights to be available and I was so thrilled to get a copy as soon as it was!

Weird and wonderful

With all that excited anticipation, I was not disappointed by this book. Far from it. Written for 7-12 year olds it is an imaginary tale with lots of the weird and wonderful that small children love. Think CS Lewis, or Roald Dahl! But this is more than an exciting adventure story, it is an allegory with a deep meaning, a beautiful exploration of what it means to be trapped by fear, to run and not know where you are heading. About how the smallest glimmers of hope can speak to your heart, and about finding that place of peace and joy with the One who has all the answers. I know this book was inspired by some of the authorโ€™s own experiences and is more meaningful as a result.

Vivid and compelling

The text is beautifully written, the descriptions vivid and compelling, the characters believable. Added to that are the illustrations. They are stunning. I purchased a pre-order copy with colour illustrations, and I am so glad I did! The story draws you in as you journey with the group of travellers (children and talking animals) as they try escape the encroaching darkness threatening them, as they meet the mysterious Trailmaker and learn to trust him. I loved the gentle portrayal of the Trailmaker  – it was definitely Holy Spirit inspired. I wonโ€™t give away any spoilers, but there is a happy ending, a beautiful, satisfying and thought-provoking conclusion that I found deeply moving. Although I for one hope this isnโ€™t the end – Katy definitely needs to write more!

Hand painted illustration of children sitting around a fire with a man, squirrel and hedgehog. Tall trees and a starlit dark sky surround them.

A beautiful book for children

I do really hope this book does well. If you have small children in your life, or even if you donโ€™t, I think you should buy it. I canโ€™t recommend it highly enough. If they enjoyed the Narnia stories, they will love this.

You can get a copy of The Place of Endless Lights direct from Katyโ€™s publisher, and this is the only place you can get a copy with the coloured illustrations

Photo of the author, Katy Hollamby

Can I also encourage you to check out Katyโ€™s website to see and maybe even purchase her artwork, and read a bit more about her

https://www.katyhollamby.com

Joy Margetts is a published author and blogger. Her books are works of Christian Historical fiction. Set in medieval Wales against the backdrop of Cistercian abbey life, they tell stories of faith, hope and God’s redemptive power.

She has also written two non-fiction devotionals. More information on Joy, and her books can be found here

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GOD IS IN THE BOAT

We have recently come home from a boating holiday and it was a mixed blessing. Canal boating definitely has a way of bringing out the best and the worst in people!  We booked the trip weeks ago, not long after the loss of my parents, as something for us to look forward to. A break away, just for my husband and I, an attempt to have a nice restful time, space to relax and recuperate, to reconnect with each other.

Phot of the bow of a canal boat entering an open canal lock

Canal boating is not relaxing! Well, it is, in that the pace of life definitely slows, but unless you are actually moored up all of the time, getting a heavy boat from A to B, with the wind and water flow often fighting against you, is hard physical work! Especially for novices. And stressful. Very stressful at times.

But we saw some amazing sights, encountered wildlife up close and personal, learnt some new skills, navigated beautiful waterways, and actually really enjoyed ourselves. And weathered a 36-hour storm with gale force winds whilst we were at it!

Safe in the boat

God has been talking to me about boats a lot recently. A few months ago, when I felt all my anchor points had been ripped out, when life was so confusing and the future so uncertain, He gave me a picture of a lifeboat in a storm. A dear friend shared what she felt God had shown her for me. That we had been on a big ocean liner (think the Titanic), but we had been forced to jump ship. This was Godโ€™s plan for us, and the lifeboat was a safe place for us to be, even if the sea was stormy and scary. The little boat wasnโ€™t heading in any particular direction, and was being thrown about by the waves, but we were safe in it, because it was where He wanted us to be, and He was with us. At the time I found this strangely comforting.

The sail of hope

And then a few weeks ago, a couple of months after we had said goodbye to mum, and we were beginning to re-adjust to a more normal way of living again, God gave me another boat picture. This one was a literal picture โ€“ a painting on the wall of a cottage where we had gone to stay for a few days. It showed a small sailing dingy with figures in it. The waves were still choppy, and the little boat was being tossed, but the difference this time was that the boat had a sail up, and someone was holding onto the tiller. The boat was going somewhere. I felt God reassure me this time, that the sail was hope, and the wind was His Spirit. That although life still felt unsure, and stormy at times, that He was in control. That little wind filled sail filled me with hope and expectation. Things were moving on.

Image of a painting of a small sailing dingy on a choppy sea

Slower is quicker

The week on the canal boat has spoken to me too, in so many ways. A narrowboat is hard to steer. In fact, the faster you go, the harder they are to control. You have to be moving forward, the boat engine in gear, in order to be able to steer, but we learnt very quickly that we would get into a real mess if we tried to go faster than snailโ€™s pace! As The Boating Handbook advises, โ€˜slower is quickerโ€™.

I went away on that holiday with high expectations of having the time and space to think, pray and write. It didnโ€™t happen. I was so tired before we even stepped on the boat, and the sheer hard work involved in driving the craft, navigating bridges, locks and tunnels, made me even more exhausted. When we moored up, we ate and we slept! I was so frustrated by this, itching to get started on another book. But God had other plans. This was not the time for that. I was going too fast. I needed to slow down and let Him steer.

Safe in the boat with Him

I am still healing, from loss and grief, on so many fronts. I need more time – He needs more time with me. He knows when I will be ready to write fiction again, but I cannot rush it. That would be disastrous. And in the meantime, I am writing – this blog, that I hope will bless its readers!

Maybe you are going through a stormy season, when the winds blow strong and cold, or perhaps it feels like your moorings are coming loose? If so, I hope that perhaps my boat pictures might encourage you. Boats are safe when the person handling them knows what they are doing! So, if you feel you are in the storm-tossed lifeboat, the plucky little sailing dingy, or the lumbering, slow canal boat, remember the Captain has you. You can trust Him. Just stay in the boat with Him and listen for His voice to reassure you. Let Him steer and let Him set the pace.

Joy Margetts is a published author and blogger. Her books are works of Christian Historical fiction. Set in medieval Wales against the backdrop of Cistercian abbey life, they tell stories of faith, hope and God’s redemptive power.

She has also written two non-fiction devotionals. More information on Joy, and her books can be found here

Front cover of Releasing Janet by Alex Banwell
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BOOK REVIEW: Releasing Janet, by Alex Banwell

‘Releasing Janet: can the truth set her free?’ (Benny Series Book 2)

Author: Alex Banwell

ISBN: 978-1915034649 RRP ยฃ12.99 (Paperback pp283)

THE BLURB

Janet’s identity is drawn from her role as Benny’s mother. Her epileptic son has needed her all his life, to the detriment of Janet’s own needs. Yet, she lives in the shadow of a childhood secret that her family never speak about. Not her distant parents, nor her rarely seen older brothers. Her husband and children? They don’t even know she holds it.

When Benny’s blossoming independence creates a chasm in Janet’s heart, it’s time for the secret to come out. Will she find the reasons for her parentsโ€™ rejection so many years ago? Is there hope for healing โ€“ for her to be more than Bennyโ€™s mother?

MY REVIEW

Secrets, we all have them. Some things we keep secret by choice, because of shame, or guilt, or perhaps because of the fear that, if revealed, that secret knowledge could harm us, or hurt someone we care about.

What if we carried a secret so huge, so painful, that although buried deep it affects our whole lives?  It holds us captive, without us even realising. This is the theme that the beautifully told story in Releasing Janet explores.

Engaging Characters

Alex Banwell writes so insightfully, creating characters with thoughts and feelings that we can easily relate to. These characters draw you into their stories and it becomes hard to put the book down, as you journey with them. The author uses her own experiences to inform her writing, particularly in the area of disability, and how that can affect both an individual and their families. She introduced us to Benny in her first novel, Just Benny. Plagued by severe epilepsy since birth, he has been coddled, smothered and spoilt by his over-protective, sometimes over-bearing mother, Janet.

Releasing Janet reveals the truth of why she is this way. The devastating family secret that Janet only has a childโ€™s perspective of, and yet affects every relationship in her life. Her obsession with protecting Benny drives a wedge between her and her husband, Ola. It also adversely affects her relationship with her daughter, Emma. She lives estranged from her own parents and siblings. Beneath it all is an unspoken fear. And fear has the power to control our lives, affect how we view ourselves and those we love. Hers is a broken family, one that needs healing, one where only facing the truth will set them free.

Great scene setting

Alex expertly divides the narrative between Janet and her familyโ€™s present reality and flashback memories into Janetโ€™s childhood. Both time periods are well imagined with period detail added to authenticate the settings. The book is set around Christmas, so is a great book to read at this time of year.

A faith-building read

It is a gently told tale but so powerful, and Jesus is there throughout. Bennyโ€™s own growing faith stirs a distant memory in Janet of her own once easy, childlike relationship with God. We meet other godly characters whose influence on Janet is profound. Bit by bit, as the truth comes to the surface, as past hurt is remembered and dealt with, Janet comes to a place of peace, healing and freedom. And Jesus is right there with her in it all.

Releasing Janet is Alex Banwellโ€™s second novel featuring the Wellander family, but it can be read as a standalone story. I was pleased to be asked to take part in the Blog Tour for Releasing Janet, and can heartily recommend it as a really lovely, encouraging and faith-building read. It would also make a great gift to give to someone who is exploring faith, or who is wounded by their own past.

Phot pf the author, Alex banwell.

Releasing Janet can be purchased in paperback or kindle edition via Amazon, in paperback or special edition hardback from the publisher, Broadplace Publishing.

For more information on Alex Banwell and her writing, do visit her author website at www.alexbanwellauthor.com


Joy Margetts is a published author and blogger. Her books are works of Christian Historical fiction. Set in medieval Wales against the backdrop of Cistercian abbey life, they tell stories of faith, hope and God’s redemptive power. Her debut novel ‘The Healing‘ was published by Instant Apostle on 19 March 2021. The Pilgrim‘, her second full length novel, was published by Instant Apostle on 22 July 2022, and her third novel, The Bride‘, published on 20th October 2023. Her first non-fiction book, an Advent Devotional, ‘Christ Illuminated‘ was published in September 2023.

The Stranger‘, her fourth full length novel was published 22 November 2024 by Broad Place Publishing and her second non-fiction book, a Lent Devotional, ‘Because of the Cross‘ was published in February 2025

More information on Joy, and her books can be found here

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BOOK REVIEW: The Wanderer’s Legacy, by Natasha Woodcraft

The Wanderer’s Legacy. Book 3 in ‘The Wanderer Series’

Author: Natasha Woodcraft

ISBN: 978-1915034953 RRP ยฃ16.99 (Paperback pp533)

THE BLURB

Adah lives trapped between the life she longed for and the life she chose. She’s failed to produce an heir for her once devoted husband. As Lamech becomes increasingly unpredictable and domineering, Adah seeks refuge in legends about the mysterious Wanderer.

Then Lamech takes another wife. Adah flees to her family home, where freedom causes hope to rise once more. But her body hides a secret that will propel her back into danger. Can a legend come to her rescue? Or does someone else hold the power to help her dwell in safety?

The Wanderer’s Legacy is a standalone story in The Wanderer Series, exploring the tale of Lamech and his two wives from Genesis 4 in Biblical Historical Fiction. If you love fresh spins on ancient Bible stories and diving deep into the human condition, then you’ll love The Wanderer’s Legacy.

MY REVIEW

How do you live a good life in a world that is becoming increasingly godless? How do you see hope for anything better, when culture is full of corruption and people all around you are being pulled into a way of life that is increasingly cruel and depraved? What if that advancing evil threatens to pull you in and overtake you, if the only way to make a stand for what is good, true and life-giving, is to risk abuse and personal persecution?

The Wandererโ€™s Legacy, the third and latest book in Natasha Woodcraftโ€™s Wanderer Series, explores all these themes. Although set in ancient times and based on the lives of some of the earliest inhabitants of earth, it explores issues that are surprisingly relevant to us today. We meet Adah, one of the wives of Lamech (mentioned only once in scripture) and through Natashaโ€™s imagination we are taken on a journey with her as she lives her life through increasingly dark and dangerous times.

The characterisation is so good that we are drawn into Adahโ€™s world, we grieve with her, we flinch at every blow she suffers. We wonder, with her, if the heroic stranger, her ancestor Kayin (Cain), or โ€˜The Wandererโ€™, still follows after Yahweh, Elohim, the creator God. If he, and those struggling to hold onto the faith of their ancestors, carry the only hope that she has of escaping the life that has imprisoned her.

The author has proved in this series that she can take a small and obscure bible reference and with her God-given imagination create a story around it that loses none of the intent, or the truth, of the Word of God. It is biblical fiction at its best. The Wandererโ€™s Legacy paints a vivid and realistic picture of a pre-flood world, where the worship of gods other than Yahweh is already taking hold. Where His standards for living are already being chipped away at. Where men are choosing to break the covenant bond of marriage to take second wivesโ€ฆ I found Natashaโ€™s descriptions compelling and believable. Her handling of what life in that time might have looked like well imagined.

The other characters are also well drawn. Lamech especially, as we see an ordinary man enticed by the lure of power and influence, into a life of godlessness and idolatry. We meet his second wife Tzillah, his henchman Azurak, and evil brother-in-law Barsabas. We also meet Adahโ€™s faithful, and faith- filled friends, the kind elder statesman Chanoch (Kayinโ€™s son), and Eliana and Ruhamah.

But it is Adahโ€™s personal story that keeps you reading, and it isnโ€™t a short book! It should be a dark and depressing read, but it isnโ€™t. All through the book there are glimmers of light in the darkness โ€“ laughter, kindness, the joy of children, finding friends in unexpected places, love even. And the redemptive arc plays out beautifully with a well written and deeply satisfying end (no spoilers!).

The Wandererโ€™s legacy is a beautiful piece of writing, and probably my favourite of all of Natashaโ€™s books. I struggled to put it down, wanting so much for Adah to meet the Wanderer, to have her questions answered, and ultimately to meet Yahweh for herself. Itโ€™s not a spoiler to tell you that she gets all that she has hoped for, and in Godโ€™s great mercy, much more besides. A highly recommended read!

The Wanderer’s Legacy is available direct from the author at natashawoodcraft.com, via the publisher at broadplacepublishing.co.uk or from Amazon in paperback and kindle versions.

Joy Margetts is a published author and blogger. Her books are works of Christian Historical fiction. Set in medieval Wales against the backdrop of Cistercian abbey life, they tell stories of faith, hope and God’s redemptive power. Her debut novel ‘The Healing‘ was published by Instant Apostle on 19 March 2021.

The Pilgrim‘, her second full length novel, was published by Instant Apostle on 22 July 2022, and her third novel, The Bride‘, published on 20th October 2023. Her first non-fiction book, an Advent Devotional, ‘Christ Illuminated‘ was published in September 2023.

The Stranger‘, her fourth full length novel was published 22 November 2024 by Broad Place Publishing.

More information on Joy, and her books can be found here

Bible, Christian blog, Christian faith, Christian Writer, Devotional thought, Seasons of life, The Word of God

HE KNOWS BETTER THAN I

Itโ€™s been a while since I have felt inspired to write anything that might possibly bless anyone. It has been a season where I have felt unable to share much, due to the weight of grief, loss and uncertainty that has marked it.

Then today I heard God whisper to me. I have heard Him whisper many words of comfort and encouragement during the last few months. In my spirit, through His word, through the kindness of others. But today I think He meant me to share what He said to me, with you.

Joseph’s prison

I was prompted to think about the life of Joseph ( the one with the coloured coat, not the earthly father of Jesus) by a Kingdom Story Writers Facebook post. It was a writing challenge on the biblical character, and my immediate reaction was, as it has been for months, to dismiss it. To inwardly say, โ€˜โ€ฆnot for me. This isnโ€™t a writing season. Let others respond.โ€™ But it seemed that God had other ideas.

The thing that came back to my memory was a scene from the animated film โ€˜Joseph: King of Dreamsโ€™. I havenโ€™t watched it for years, not since my own children were small. But I vaguely remembered Joseph in his dungeon prison in Egypt, wrongly accused by Potipharโ€™s wife.  There in the prison was a shoot of a dead branch, with one live leaf. As Joseph sings (โ€˜You know better than Iโ€™), we see him support and tend that feeble shoot and leaf, and as time passes that sprig turns into a rooted, fully flourishing tree, under the single shaft of light above him.

There is still a glimmer of hope

I knew God was speaking to me. When we feel like life has thrown us into the darkest of places, where we feel alone, stripped of the familiar and unsure of the future. When it seems that life as we knew it has ended –  there is still hope. It might only be the smallest glimmer of hope, but we need to tend and protect it. We need to let it take root and grow in our hearts. Knowing that God really does have a greater plan for our lives, as He did for Joseph.

Photo image of a pair of hands holding a seedling rooted in soil, against a green, light filled background

Giving it back to God

Watching the video clip again today (YouTube link) the words of the song touched me deeply. It is a declaration of trust in the most hopeless seeming circumstances. It is an acknowledgement that sometimes we have to give up our own understanding, and just give it all back to Him

โ€ฆto see the best that I can do, Is put my trust in You.

For You know better than I, You know the way.

Iโ€™ve let go the need to know why, For you know better than I.

A personal word

But it wasnโ€™t just hope and trust that God was speaking to me about. It was something much more personal. This is what He said to me,

Take what you have, what I have given you, even in this season. That gift that feels shrivelled and barely there. Tend it, pray over it, hold it in your heart, and then watch in grow and develop. Because what was rooted in the darkest place, what just started as a glimmer of hope, of a life beyond, will grow into something glorious, life-filled and fruit bearing. Even in the dark places my light finds a way. Even where there seems no easy way out, I am still working behind the scenes. There is more for you. I never abandoned Joseph. I will never abandon you.

I knew God was speaking, in part, about my writing. I need to not abandon the gift He has given me, but where it feels feeble and barely alive, to tend it, and hold it out to His light. So I listened, and today I wrote this. I pray that His light and truth will bring it alive as you read it.

He knows better than I

Josephโ€™s story ends well โ€“ you can read it all in Genesis chapters 37-50. He becomes more than he could ever imagine, and God uses him to miraculously save millions of people, his family included. Now we may not all become people of influence and status, we may not all do incredible things that change the course of history, but God does have a big plan for each of our lives if we choose to trust Him. A good and perfect plan, better than we can possibly imagine. He knows why we have had to walk the difficult paths and where they might lead. He knows better than you, and He knows better than I.

Photo of a desert landscape with the words of Jeremiah 29:11 and Genesis 50:20 imposed.

Joy Margetts is a published author and blogger. Her books are works of Christian Historical fiction. Set in medieval Wales against the backdrop of Cistercian abbey life, they tell stories of faith, hope and God’s redemptive power. Her debut novel ‘The Healing‘ was published by Instant Apostle on 19 March 2021.

The Pilgrim‘, her second full length novel, was published by Instant Apostle on 22 July 2022, and her third novel, The Bride‘, published on 20th October 2023. The Stranger‘, her fourth full length novel was published 22 November 2024 by Broad Place Publishing.

Her first non-fiction book, an Advent Devotional, ‘Christ Illuminated‘ was published in September 2023 and her latest 40 day devotional, Because of the Cross was published 7 February 2025

More information on Joy, and her books can be found here

Christian faith, Christian Writer, Seasons of life

HIS HARNESS OF LOVE

I havenโ€™t written much lately; I havenโ€™t felt able to, for many reasons. I definitely wasnโ€™t intending to write anything today, New Yearโ€™s Day 2025, but God had other ideas.

The promise

This time last year I wrote a blog about the promise God had given me for 2024. How it was going to be an extra-ordinary year that I would look back on with wonder.

It has been an incredible year. Most notably with the launch of Kingdom Story Writers and the way that has flourished, not to mention the publication of novel #4, The Stranger, an accompanying short story, The Widow, and a certain award nomination.

However the promise last year also spoke of uncertain times, stony paths, but of a hand that was there to hold mine and keep me safe from the crashing waves.

The One who is faithful

2024 has been tough, particularly the latter part of the year. There are things that we have had to face that have shaken our foundations, threatened to trip us up in our faith walk, caused deep grief and pain.

He who promises is faithful. He has held my hand, as I have gripped tightly to His.

The need to hear His voice

As I came before Him today and reviewed last year with Him, I could see so many instances of His goodness, His faithfulness and His provision. I am so thankful! But I also needed to hear from Him again, as we face what could be a really difficult year.

He didnโ€™t let me down. This is what He whispered to my soul as I gazed out at a rough, wave crashing sea and heard the wind whistle outside my window.

The wind will blow but your house will stand. The waves will crash but not overwhelm. In all things you will see my hand and hear my voice. Your foundations are stronger than you think. Your faith holds fast even when it feels like it is slipping through your hands. I have you, beloved. The rope might be rough and wet and slippery, and you may feel like your grip is weak, but look down. My rope harness holds you and I will not let you fall. Let me hold you, beloved. Trust my ability to hold you, over your ability to hold on to me. Let me be the strong one.

As I heard those words I had a really clear picture of me hanging off a cliff in a storm, with my hands around an old hemp rope, thinking that I had to hold on to save myself from falling, and yet feeling my grip gradually slipping. Even as my hands failed to hold onto the rope, I did not fall. I was tied tightly into a harness that easily took my weight, and on the cliff top above me stood the One whose grip will never fail.

My Hiding Place

I turned, comforted, to the scriptures and read Psalm 32.

This is the promise from v 6-7

For this cause everyone who is godly shall pray to You
In a time when You may be found;
Surely in a flood of great waters
They shall not come near him.
You are my hiding place;
You shall preserve me from trouble;
You shall surround me with songs of deliverance. Selah

Iโ€™ll take that for 2025.

Perhaps you can take it too.

Joy Margetts is a published author and blogger. Her books are works of Christian Historical fiction. Set in medieval Wales against the backdrop of Cistercian abbey life, they tell stories of faith, hope and God’s redemptive power. Her debut novel ‘The Healing‘ was published by Instant Apostle on 19 March 2021.

The Pilgrim‘, her second full length novel, was published by Instant Apostle on 22 July 2022, and her third novel, The Bride‘, published on 20th October 2023. Her first non-fiction book, an Advent Devotional, ‘Christ Illuminated‘ was published in September 2023.

The Stranger‘, her fourth full length novel was published 22 November 2024 by Broad Place Publishing.

More information on Joy, and her books can be found here

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โ€˜ER AR OO?โ€™

A couple of weeks ago we had the joy of going away for a few days with the children and grandchildren. All weekend the son-on-law was quipping about things he was doing, or we were discussing, ending up in my blog. He was right, but this one isnโ€™t about him. Iโ€™m not sure if he will be pleased or disappointed about that! His time will come. My family are a source of endless inspiration for my blog it seems.

Photo of a small boy and small girl sitting on the fender of an old railway engine

No Escape

Being with two small people 24 hours a day is great fun but also exhausting. It was tiring enough when we were fit young parents. Now that we are not so fit and not so young, it is doubly exhausting. And there is no escape. We had forgotten that. No room is off limits to inquisitive toddlers โ€“ not our bedroom at 7 am in the morning, or the bathroom it seems.

‘Er ar oo?’

โ€˜Nana, โ€˜er ar oo?โ€™ the little one called from behind the locked bathroom door. โ€˜Iโ€™m here!โ€™ I replied, hastening to finish what I had gone in there to do. There was a pause of quite a few seconds, in which I though she had given up and gone away.  In fact she had gone for reinforcements โ€“ her brother  – and then there was a crash of toy diggers against the door, and the repeated refrain,  a little louder this time. โ€˜Nana, โ€˜er ar oo?โ€™ .

โ€˜Iโ€™m hereโ€™, I said, also a little louder, and resigned myself to the fact that I had been discovered in my temporary hiding place. I paused before opening the door โ€“ it was necessary, to save everyone embarrassment โ€“ and in the moments it took for me to make myself relatively decent, the voice came once more, and even more insistently. โ€˜NANA, โ€˜ER AR OO?โ€™

Just behind the door

I love my grandchildren with a fierce intensity. I love that they want to be with me, and that a closed door is no barrier when they decide to find me. We will remember that sweet little question for a long time. It made my heart swell to hear it. I wondered afterwards if she asked the question repeatedly because she couldnโ€™t hear my reply through the locked door. Or was she just making sure that she had my attention โ€“ making sure I knew she was there and looking for me? Wanting me to come out and love on her โ€ฆ and play toys.

Where are You God?’

 I wonder if there are times when you go to our Heavenly Father, and call out to Him. Repeatedly perhaps. Have you ever felt that there is a locked shut door between you and Him? Or perhaps you have been listening out for His answer and not hearing it? I have experienced that. When life gets tough sometimes we become more aware of Godโ€™s presence and peace. But sometimes in those difficult times, it actually feels like He has hidden Himself away. We knock and knock, but He doesnโ€™t seem to be listening.

I will never leave you nor forsake you.  Hebrews 13:5

The Stranger

My latest book, The Stranger, was inspired by a time in my life where I felt I had lost contact with the God who had always been there for me. I couldnโ€™t feel His presence, I couldnโ€™t hear His voice. There seemed to be a barrier between us, and it was awful. Despair came calling and the temptation to abandon all that I have ever believed in was very real. Where are You, God? I called. Why arenโ€™t you stopping this pain? Why have you left me here in this pit? Do You even care?

Image shows the front cover of the book, The Stranger, by Joy Margetts. The top of the cover, with the title, is representative of parchment paper. The bottom half of the cover design is the image of a medieval pilgrim taken from a manuscript.

Just behind the door

I wrote The Stranger because I want to spread hope. The central character, Silas, goes on the same journey as I did all those years ago. God might have seemed silent and distant at the time, but I think now that He was answering my cries and I just couldnโ€™t hear Him. Or wouldn’t hear Him. There was a huge solid wall between us. One that I had built. A seemingly closed door made up of accusation, fear, doubt, disappointment, anger and grief. When I stopped banging and yelling. When I repented for the case I had built against Him, then gently the door began to open. I began to hear Him again. First through the words of loving friends, then through the truth of His Word, and finally in the depths of my being โ€“ that still small voice that I long remembered and held dear.

I am with you always, even to the end of the age. Matt 28:20

He had never abandoned me. He was just the other side of the door calling out, โ€˜Iโ€™m here, beloved, Iโ€™m hereโ€™.

If you would like to read Silasโ€™ story in The Stranger, you can now buy a copy where all good books are sold, in the UK and the US. Or via my website at www.joymargetts.com.

Joy Margetts is a published author and blogger. Her books are works of Christian Historical fiction. Set in medieval Wales against the backdrop of Cistercian abbey life, they tell stories of faith, hope and God’s redemptive power. Her debut novel ‘The Healing‘ was published by Instant Apostle on 19 March 2021.

The Pilgrim‘, her second full length novel, was published by Instant Apostle on 22 July 2022, and her third novel, The Bride‘, published on 20th October 2023. Her first non-fiction book, an Advent Devotional, ‘Christ Illuminated‘ was published in September 2023.

The Stranger‘, her fourth full length novel was published 22 November 2024 by Broad Place Publishing.

More information on Joy, and her books can be found here

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JOY AND PAIN

At the beginning of last month we had a fabulous family day out. So full of joy! We took the children and the grandchildren and visited a stunning country estate, with lush green lawns, hidden gardens, views of mountains and water, and a house full of fascinating history. The sun shone, the ice-creams were delicious, and we all enjoyed it very much. The day after I struggled to move from my bed.

That is the nature of the chronic condition I live with. I can do some of the things that I want to do, I can push myself to live a โ€˜normalโ€™ life, I can spend a whole day out with my family and walk far more than I usually do. But there is always payback. This time around the payback lasted for some days, and it was painful โ€“ both physically and emotionally.

Photo of a family with three adults and two small children walking down a gravel path between grass and trees

That’s life

I took my frustrations out on God, as I always do. He is big enough to take it! And as always He spoke comfort and wisdom to my soul. He reminded me that life is actually about joy and pain. The two co-exist in tension, and will do until we all enter that place where pain will be no more and our joy inexpressible. Would I have chosen not to go out for that family day if I had known what the after effects would be? No! I would not have missed it for the world. We celebrated one another and created some really special memories that day. The pain was worth it.

Was the pain worth it?

We are fast approaching Christmas (sorry to mention it!). We will be remembering the story of a frightened young girl enduring unimaginable emotional and physical pain as she carried and gave birth to the Son of God. I wonder if Mary thought all the pain worth it? The shunning by her neighbours, the distrust from her betrothed, the looks and snide comments, the exhausting journey to a distant town, the filthy damp stable where she had to give birth. I think she did think it was worth it. For the joy of being chosen to bear the Messiah, the joy of holding her Saviour in her arms, the joy of understanding that this was all so much greater than her momentary suffering.

Jesus

And then of cause there is Jesus,

โ€˜who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross,โ€™ Hebrews 12:2 NKJV

None of us can ever fully understand the pain that Jesus endured. Horrendous physical pain of course, but then there was the heart pain of separation, the weight of sin and all itโ€™s consequences, the betrayal, the mocking. But this verse tells us that it was for the joy to come that He endured it all. The joy of knowing me, and you, and millions of others who would find their life in Him. We were the joy He looked forward to as He submitted himself to the cross.

Photo of a stately home with grass and trees in front of it, water and mountains behind and a blue sky above.

There is always joy

Not all pain has a reason that we can see. God knows and He sees the bigger picture. Perhaps our pain will produce something fruitful and eternal? And we have this hope โ€“ there might be pain, but there is always joy. Jesus came to turn it all around.

โ€œThe Spirit of the Lord God is upon Me,
โ€ฆ. to comfort all who mourn,
To console those who mourn in Zion,
To give them beauty for ashes,
The oil of joy for mourning,
The garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness;
That they may be called trees of righteousness,
The planting of the Lord, that He may be glorified.โ€              Isaiah 61:1-3 NKJV

Joy Margetts is a published author and blogger. Her books are works of Christian Historical fiction. Set in medieval Wales against the backdrop of Cistercian abbey life, they tell stories of faith, hope and God’s redemptive power. Her debut novel ‘The Healing‘ was published by Instant Apostle on 19 March 2021.

The Pilgrim‘, her second full length novel, was published by Instant Apostle on 22 July 2022, and her third novel, The Bride‘, published on 20th October 2023. Her first non-fiction book, an Advent Devotional, ‘Christ Illuminated‘ was published in September 2023.

The Stranger‘, her fourth full length novel is coming soon! Due for publication November 2024

More information on Joy, and her books can be found here