Walking with God Archives

We have just been blessed with a few days of holiday in a very picturesque part of England. An old stone cottage in the centre of a beautiful Cotswold town was our base. And close by the winding, wilder stretches of the majestic River Thames meandered by.

I love water. I am always drawn to it. Which is why I probably live by the sea. So whilst we were there I was determined to see the River. Perhaps even to walk beside it, or sit somewhere to enjoy the wildlife, the colourful cruising canal boats, or the fascinating locks and weirs.

Photo of a wide river with green rushes, and nettles along its banks. There is grass and trees in the distance. The sky is blue with white clouds, both are reflected in the river water.

Physically Exhausted

There was a problem, however. A bout of Covid, followed by an intense time running a Writers Retreat, and a resulting exacerbation of my Chronic Fatigue, meant that I was just physically exhausted. So whilst I could enjoy the river views from a moving car, any attempts to get closer to it were thwarted by my incapacity.

On a particular rare sunny afternoon, we decided to try and visit an impressive weir and lock keepers house, noting that it had a nearby car park. We found the car park and we found the path down to the river. It was probably no more than 600 yards between the two, but after I had walked less than a third of the way down that path, I knew my body had reached its limit. Frustrating beyond belief. I stood leaning on a gate as my husband trotted down the path to see if I could get any closer – close enough to perhaps at least see the weir from a distance. But he came back shaking his head. Our plans had been thwarted.

But still blessed

In the car as we drove away we talked about some of the things that my Chronic Fatigue has robbed us of experiencing together over the last 11 or so years. Conversations like that aren’t always helpful. It can soon pull me down, pull both of us down. He too has had to sacrifice much because of my health. And we try not to dwell on the negatives. We are so blessed in so many ways – at least we could drive through stunning countryside and enjoy the Cotswold villages, at least we could visit a quaint delicatessen and buy some edible treats. But walking was just not happening.

God speaks

I was talking to God about this. About my frustration at not being able to do all that I wanted to be able to do. Asking yet again if this was ever going to get better, if we will ever get to live life more fully. These were His words to me,

‘Beloved, the path you are walking with Me is far more important than any physical path. And the views that will open up for you, the things that you will experience with me are much more than you can even imagine.

Child, lean into Me. Trust Me. I will prove Myself faithful. This walk with Me, beloved, this walk is the important one. And if through Your weakness you have come closer to Me, so that you have to hold tightly on to Me as we walk this path together, then that is enough.

I will not leave You behind. You will not miss out. Wait and see all that I have for You.’

Walking the path with Him

I knew then, and I know now, that the path that I have been forced to walk, a path of suffering if you like (although I struggle to call it that, because it has been so blessed), has been so precious.

Photo of a path through a forest of tall trees, with sunlight breaking through the tree tops. — Image courtesy of Canva.com

The things that walking this path with Him have opened up for Me, the things I have learned and experienced, the lives that He has enabled me to touch and encourage. My writing. This writing. New friends, followers, book readers, other writers, and a vision to encourage and promote those writing for Him. All these have come about because of the path God and I are walking together. And the exciting thing is that He promises yet more. More exciting experiences, more open, panoramic views.

And yes, I will be able to walk more physical paths too. For this tiredness, this exhaustion, this too will pass. He that has promised is faithful.

And He wants to walk your path with You too.

You will show me the path of life; In Your presence is fullness of joy; At Your right hand are pleasures forevermore. Psalm 16:11 NKJV

Joy Margetts is a published author and blogger. Her books are works of Christian Historical fiction. Set in medieval Wales against the backdrop of Cistercian abbey life, they tell stories of faith, hope and God’s redemptive power. Her debut novel ‘The Healing‘ was published by Instant Apostle on 19 March 2021.

‘The Pilgrim‘, her second full length novel, was published by Instant Apostle on 22 July 2022, and her third novel, ‘The Bride‘, published on 20th October 2023. Her first non-fiction book, an Advent Devotional, ‘Christ Illuminated‘ was published in September 2023.

More information on Joy, and her books can be found here

New Year

As one year ends and another year starts it is good to take time to reflect on the year past, and think about what the year ahead might hold. I usually love this time of year. I love the new start feeling that the New Year brings, and the opportunity to put what has passed behind me. But this year feels a little different, I am a little less excited and expectant I suppose.

2023 was a mixed year for us. There were moments of joy and unexpected blessings; new babies, new books, new puppy, new ventures. But there were also moments of sadness and worry. And behind the highs and lows the relentless every day stresses, coping with family demands, work, relationships, finances, health, not to mention the horror of suffering happening all over our broken world. It has left me weary but not disheartened.

He is faithful

As I sat with God today I came with a thankful heart – for the blessings and the favour, but also for His faithfulness. His presence, provision and strength that has been a constant. That He has stayed true to His promises and been all that I have needed through the highs and the lows, and the every day of the year just passed.

I also came with questions. What do I need to know, heading into 2024? What did God want to say to me today? He kindly reminded me of something that happened a few days ago.

A wild walk

My grandson loves his grandad. They have a special relationship. He is only 2, and his grandad is much older, but has always been a bit of a child at heart. They love spending time together, and they especially love walking the dog on the beach. One day last week they went out to walk, but the weather was still a bit wild, as a fierce storm had just blown through. The tide was high and the flat sand hidden so they had to walk on the stony part of the beach. The waves crashed a little higher and noisier than normal, and instead of running ahead, or playing with the dog, the boy held out his hand to be held by his grandad. They still came back from their walk glowing and happy, but it had been a little harder. Still with great excitement my grandson told me all about his walk and showed me the stones he had carried back in his pocket. He had still loved being with his grandad.

Hold My hand

As I talked with Jesus, I saw a clear picture of what 2024 might look like for me, for my family, maybe for many of us. There are good things ahead, but sometimes the walk might seem uncomfortable, disconcerting, scary even. We only need to reach out our hand, and Father will be right there to hold on to. And He will walk with us, and it will be worth it all.

This is what I heard Him whisper to me,

‘2024 will be a big year for you. You will look back at it with amazement. But it will also be a year when you need to hold on to me. Don’t be afraid because it will be an extra-ordinary exciting and joy-filled experience. Even when you feel unsure and uncertain. When you fell like you might slip and fall because of the uneven stones beneath your feet, or feel that the waves are crashing a little too close. I AM with you and I will bring you safely through it. And your face will shine with the good gifts that I have deposited into your hands. You will be so alive in me! I love you my child. Walk with me.’

As usual hearing His whisper calmed my soul. So while I might not be heading into the New Year with my usual expectant excitement, I can look up and see that He has good things in store for me. For all those He calls His own. And I will hold out my hand and hold on to the One who loves me and who wise, strong and good.

Mercy and truth have met together;
Righteousness and peace have kissed.
Truth shall spring out of the earth,
And righteousness shall look down from heaven.
Yes, the Lord will give what is good;
And our land will yield its increase.
Righteousness will go before Him,
And shall make His footsteps our pathway. Psalm 85:10-13 NKJV

‘The Pilgrim‘, her second full length novel, was published by Instant Apostle on 22 July 2022, and her third novel, ‘The Bride‘, published on 20th October 2023. Her first non-fiction book, and Advent Devotional, ‘Christ Illuminated‘ was published in September 2023.